About a year ago I uttered a short prayer. Admittedly, it wasn't a heartfelt prayer, but
one uttered out of obligation. Deep
down, I didn't really even want it answered because I knew God’s answer would
not be the answer I would want. But, I
asked it anyway. And I was right, His
answer was far different from what I was hoping it would be.
I uttered a prayer asking God to show me how to live out my
faith while loving and serving others in front of and with my children. Instead of the answer I wanted, a short-term
mission trip serving orphans and people I would most likely never see again, He
sent an email from Jennifer Humiston about an afterschool ministry that was
starting in the apartments across the street from the church. I had plenty of excuses why it wasn't a good
fit for us, but God shot down every single one.
So, with much hesitation, I agreed to go help each Wednesday
afternoon. My life has been forever
changed.
Though it wasn't in my plan, I fell in love with these sweet
kiddos. God used them to change my life
and open my family’s eyes. God has shown
me that I don’t have to travel to the ends of the earth to serve the “least of
these.” They are in our own backyard. He
opened my children’s eyes to see that there are those in need right here in our
own town.
I have seen, week to week, God’s promise that His word will
not return void come to life in front of my eyes. Though my children are not saved, God
continually uses them to share the truth of His word with the little ones we
bring with us to Family Quest each week.
Many of these children had never read a Bible and therefore didn’t know
many of the stories and passages that we learned about each week. What a blessing it has been to see my
children’s faces light up with joy as they tell their new friends all the
details they can remember about each story.
What joy it is the next week to watch those Afterschool children light
up with joy as they tell us what they remember from the week before. His Word is true and He is faithful!
God has reminded me how deep His love truly is for me every time I look into the eyes of a little girl who loves a parent with such ferocity, whose biggest fear is to be separated from them, yet this parent clearly does not love her back with this intensity and care. It makes no sense to me! But, it makes no sense that a Holy God, whom I have ignored and treated cruelly, would send His Son to die in my place while I was in the midst of such sin and hatred toward Him. God is so good!
This has truly been a way for me to live out and grow in my
faith, witness and disciple my children as I live life obediently, and it gets
them involved in their community and sharing God’s truth. They see the same things we do each week; the
highs, the lows, the frustrations, and it’s still their favorite part of every
week. They can’t wait for Afterschool
Adventures to start up again. They are just as invested in this ministry as
I am. We love it! Kevin comes when his schedule allows, so it’s
really a family mission for us. This is the living out of Matthew 25,
“…whatever you do to the least of these, you do it unto me.”
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